Thursday, January 21, 2010

Doujinshi Américan Dad




To my beloved daughter Julia ....

To my eyes coffee with milk and honey.


I miss you darling .... I'm still crying silently.






Dear daughter mine

've decided to go away now that you understand and feel the immense love I have for you, this love that will not fit in my chest and I will follow you every day offering.

I know that you are very well and leave for a better place than this world full of misunderstanding, pain and tears. I know because I feel in my heart bruised by the pain of not having you by my side.

I thank you for giving me those precious moments we shared together, your smiles, your touch, your kiss, your games and your first words, short but to the end of the words "Dad", who filled my heart. Thank you for your looks full of mischief and wonder. Thanks for making me feel your presence in each of my steps and thoughts, although she could not stand the lack of your touch, cuddle, touch your skin and I want to kiss you endlessly. Thanks for being so generous and comfort through your love. Thanks for letting me be with you until the last minute.

Sometimes I wonder: why mourn for a soul that is free at last?

And I can not finish what is eternal and can not come to an end the immensity of our love.

I refuse to believe that share the pain be in vain and I refuse to admit any calamity that crawls through this damned existence in a world full of hardships caused by those who feel they have the right to destroy the lives of others. We will never surrendered to the obstacles that we are putting into our existence and will continue striving to achieve justice and dignity that always deserved and some bastards try to mask by a cruel and dirty game of lies that will soon have to give explanations .

that life I feel betrayed, we shamelessly and mercilessly beat, creating an ocean of suffering unbearable.

Daughter feel the nearness of your presence in our house you steeped in the sounds that we share and now recall with nostalgia, because love is stronger than death.

Every night I look at the serene splendor of the moon and the stars where I deposited my hopes of finding repeated as the day you whispering in your ear.

Wherever you miss a little love and I apologize for my tears shed, for my days of anger and misunderstanding, believing he did not need the help of those who were with us. I am involved in a ball of rage and pain that rips me inside.

"Unhappy that he was unable to meet an angel among us"

You started a new stage and until we meet again, the grandmother Angelita and all that one day they set same way, take care of you and hold you gently on the palms of your hands.

I ask only that you're me, you try to understand me and help me while I finish my life and I meet with you forever.

will thank you with great love and affection I've always I have had and you.

.......... I deeply love your father.